weirdly awesome authentic not so typical gal

ノラガミ

ノラガミ
I wanna be with you forever

るろうに剣心

るろうに剣心
No one is not worth saving

20160929

[MV] XIA(JUNSU) _ How Can I Love You l 태양의 후예 OST Part.10

[MV] M.C THE MAX(엠씨더맥스) _ Wind Beneath Your Wings(그대, 바람이 되어) l 태양의 후예

[MV] M.C THE MAX(엠씨더맥스) _ Wind Beneath Your Wings(그대, 바람이 되어) l 태양의 후예 OST Part.9






[MV] SG WANNABE(SG워너비) _ By My Side(사랑하자) l 태양의 후예 OST Part.8

[ENG SUB MV] LYn(린) - With You | Descendants of the Sun OST Part 7

[Eng Sub MV] K.will(케이윌) - Say It! What are you doing?(말해! 뭐해?)

[Eng Sub MV] K.will(케이윌) - Say It! What are you doing?(말해! 뭐해?) | Descendants of the Sun OST Part 6








Mad Clown(매드클라운), Kim Na Young(김나영) Once Again(다시 너를) l 태양의 후예

[MV] Mad Clown(매드클라운), Kim Na Young(김나영) _ Once Again(다시 너를) l 태양의 후예 OST Part.5






Gummy(거미) You Are My Everything l 태양의 후예 OST Part.4

[MV] DAVICHI(다비치) _ This Love(이 사랑) l 태양의 후예 OST Part.3

Always - Yoon Mi Rae (Descendants of the Sun OST Part 1)

Everytime - Chen (EXO) X Punch (Descendants of the Sun OST Part 2)

20160912

Descendants of the Sun: Malapit na ang pagtatapos

Kapuso stars nanonood din ng 'Descendants of the Sun!'

Descendants of the Sun: Maxine held captive

Descendants of the Sun: Kaninong buhay ang mapapahamak?

Descendants of the Sun: Maniniwala kaya si Maxine kay Lucas?

Descendants of the Sun: OMG!!!!!!

Descendants of the Sun: July 25th

Descendants of the Sun: :)

Descendants of the Sun: Paano sisibol ang pag-ibig?

Descendants of the Sun: Dalawang araw na lang!

Descendants of the Sun: Sundalo at doktor na magkaiba ang pananaw

Descendants of the Sun: Kung meant ito bumalik, ito na mismo ang lalapit

Descendants of the Sun: Ang "the moves" ni Big Boss

Descendants of the Sun: Makakaramdam na ng matinding spark!

Descendants of the Sun: ♥

20160524

Why can't I simply ignore you?

This question had been lingering on my thoughts since the day we've got things done. I've been mentioning too many goodbyes and moving on, yet at the end of the day, I still end up noticing how you have been. I just can't keep up with myself. I've been trying and up to now, I'm still trying my very best to get things done. I don't want to feel anything anymore. Trust me. This feeling makes me feel so sick and stupid. Why does my heart keeps on pre-entering my motives and plans of simply getting over? I wonder myself. But, it seems like at the end of each and every day, this question keeps on getting into my system. And soon, it looks like I'm gonna get used to it.
I never stopped dreaming that one day, when you walk by me, I won't feel anything anymore. I never stopped hoping that one day I'll get over things as if nothing happened. But, for now, this question slowly kills me.
"Why oh why can't I simply ignore you?"

20160425

Realized

What we must realize is that our greatest task is not about discovering self-love; it’s about breaking down the walls we have built against it.  When we have the courage to push through these walls – to know and embrace ourselves, despite our humanness, our flaws, and our rejections – we also open the door to connecting in more caring, empathetic and intimate ways with others who are truly worth loving.

We have to...

... learn to be our own best friends, because sometimes we fall too easily into the trap of being our own worst enemies.  We love the idea of others loving us, and we forget to love ourselves.

Because...

... the greatest struggle in life is the struggle to accept, embrace and love ourselves, with all of our imperfections.  To be 100% honest about who we are, how we feel and what we need.  To stop discrediting ourselves for everything we aren’t, and start giving ourselves credit for everything we are.  And to be aware that not everyone we love will agree with us every step of the way, and to be OK with it.

20160101

Alexithymia

Alexithymia -

an inability to describe emotions in a verbal manner.

dapat totoo

wag na wag mong sasabihing mahal mo ang isang tao kung hindi naman totoo.

una,

aasa sya na mahal mo nga talaga sya.

pangalawa,

tataas expectation nya sa'yo.

pangatlo,

magiging attached at sweet sya sa'yo habang ikaw, wala lang.

patuloy lang syang sinasaktan at pinapaasa sa wala.